its agonizing.
seriously.
i'm tired of crying,
inside.
but, i have all the time in this world as long as i live.
so yes, i dont mind wasting my time waiting for the text reply, although it hurts when i received it, waiting for the calls, although it seems like it will never happen again.
i dont mind.
you, please? please give up in ruining our relationship. i love you and us. please stop.
i'm sorry. really am. :(