Sigh..
I..
Haih..sigh..
I feel helpless.
I feel stupid.
I feel left out.
I feel insignificant.
I feel useless.
I feel screwed up.
I feel rotten.
I feel distraction.
I feel retarded.
I feel self-hatred.
I feel self-conscious.
I feel stuck.
I feel small.
I feel tired.
I feel slow.
I feel humiliated.
I feel offended.
I feel trapped.
I feel rejected.
I feel lonely.
I feel unheard.
I feel suffocated.
I feel lost.
I feel drown.
I feel inferior.
I feel invisible.
I feel discouraged.
I feel ignored.
I feel intimidated.
I feel chaotic.
I feel dissapointed.
I feel distant.
I feel burdened.
I feel despicable.
I feel haunted.
I feel gloomy.
I feel despise.
I feel edgy.
I feel lousy.
I feel odd.
I feel dying.
I feel lazy.
I feel fade.
I feel ugly.
I feel moronish.
I feel buzz.
I feel dizziness.
I feel old.
I feel I'm wasting time.
I feel unwanted.
I feel a lot of other crap.
(I have to stop with the I feel... because I'm running out of vocab)
Again and again.
Again and again.
Again and again.
I feel like giving up but giving up is not the option, hell, its never an option to begin with.
There's too many for me to catch up, I'm running out of time, energy and mental.
I need 30 hours a day.
I need Superman's power.
I need Einstein's brain.
Since when did I become so stupid like I am now?
Its, a shame. Perfect shame.
Sigh..
I..
Sigh..
I need. something.
That something is a thing.
Undisclosed thing.
Yet,desired thing.
I really need that thing.
Please.
If you figure it out,
give it to me.